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The Simple Character Creator Formula
This is a copy-paste (with some additions) from my Tumblr blog (http://spaztique.tumblr.com/), but it must be reposted.
Twilight of the Hakurei, the club-wide comic tennis/RP (http://walfasstationwagon.deviantart.com/gallery/41877816), is turning out just as I suspected: AMAZINGLY. However, one thing that really astounds me is how well the character system is working. If you're not familiar, it's simply this:
1. Pick the character's biggest strength that affects other people. Note the key phrase, "that affects other people." For example, "He's really good at cooking," is not a strength: that's just a regular skill that only applies to one area of life and doesn't really affect others. However, "He's a fast learner," or, "He pays attention to detail," or, "He's very generous," is a strength because it applies to more than just cooking, but any other skill and especially relationships.
2. Pick the character's biggest weakness that affects other people. Once ag
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    Recently, I tried to contact someone but I've been blocked.
    If they're reading this, this is pretty important.
    Back when we were on better terms, her, her sister and I came up with an idea.
    Of course, that idea no longer is... working, to say the least. However, I've held on to the character I made. I want to use the characters her and her sister came up with but completely change them.
    Since she's blocked me, I can't ask her for permission, so I will write this as proof.
    I will be using the idea of those characters. The idea that they are friends with my character, that they are also rulers of nearby kingdoms. They'll be different from what you remember of them, but I will be using that idea, and I will discreetly credit you and your sister. I'll make it clear I got the ideas from somewhere else, but I won't bluntly state who you guys are. If you have a problem with this, you know where I am.
    I'm not upset you blocked me. Maybe I'm a little sad about the end of our friendship, but that's life. I wish it would've ended on better terms, that it didn't have to be this way, but that's your choice. I can't do anything more but offer you this much.
    I wish you the best in whatever you do, and I hope you and your family are doing well.
    
    Thanks for the memories,
    ~Kat
  • Listening to: Ain't No Thing But To Swing 2 by Gavin Luke
  • Reading: This Bites! by Xomniac
  • Watching: Mithzan
  • Playing: Adventure Quest Worlds
  • Eating: nuthin
  • Drinking: Peppermint tea
    Last night (or this morning?) around midnight I woke up with a hellish fever. I was both hot and really cold at the same time, so I buried myself in two thick blankets. The rest of the night was spent stumbling around trying to keep cool and warm up all at the same time, which was disorienting, annoying and hellish. Yeah.
    That wasn't fun.
    Nope.
    I took my temperature and I got 102 degrees back. I'm pretty sure my brain melted a little, because later in the day I would giggle at pretty much anything and I had a constant blush on my face. My bro called me delirious, and I guess I was because I started laughing at literally anything even slightly strange.
    Just thought I'd share my momentary state of insanity.
    Yep.
    ...this was totally my fault. I probably shouldn't have ignored my sore throat yesterday. I was kind of in denial about that, to be honest.
    For some reason, I was listening to 'Smoke and Mirrors' while writing this. I don't know why, but that song is catchy, albeit creepy.
    I'm going to go now. My melted brain probably shouldn't be allowed to have free reign of posting things on the internet, so bye now.
    ~(maybe dead?) Kat
  • Listening to: Smoke and Mirrors by Jayn
  • Reading: Silk Roads by GenderlessPerson
  • Watching: Mithzan
  • Playing: Papa's Sushiria (I NEED TO RANK UP GUYS)
  • Eating: ... my cold is in my way
  • Drinking: Water (AGAIN STAY HYDRATED BROS)
    So recently, I've been obsessed with something called Undertale comic dubs. I watched the Christmas AU Party movie thingy the other day and I couldn't help but laugh my butt off at everything.
    Btw, Happy February everyone. I love you all. Also, isn't it National Black History Month? Yay them. On Valentine's Day, it'll be seven years since I met my best friend. 
    Err, life's been okay since the new year started. Finals were okay, not great, but okay. Hate the little buggers.
    I haven't much to say, right now, to be honest. I'm just playing a "kid's game" as some loser that thinks I have to play Call of Duty to be cool might call it. Not that Call of Duty is bad, I just never have played it and I don't care much about playing it. Maybe one day.
    Also, I've discovered a really great person named LavenderTowne on Youtube and she's the cutest thing ever. Love her art style and tutorials and all that. She has a comic on Tapastic called Unfamiliar, if you haven't read it, you totally should. It's updated on Tuesdays and Fridays, and it's adorable. It only has fifty one pages as of now, but I can't wait to see what happens next.    
    Other than that, I've been revising and poking at the millions of ideas on my computer, contemplating actually investing in them instead of just staring at them every once in a while.
    Oh well. That's all I have to say today, maybe later I'll find something to ramble about.
    Hasta la bye bye, baby.

~Kat
  • Listening to: Smoke and Mirrors by Jayn
  • Reading: Forlorn by Isumo 1489
  • Watching: Bleach
  • Playing: Papa's Sushiria (ThaT'S RiGhT)
  • Eating: ... I want Chinese food (not Panda Express OKAY)
  • Drinking: Water (no joke, i'm actually being healthy.)
    Happy holidays everybody.
    Ye.
    I've been on vacation for about a month now. :D I eagerly await the New Year, and I would like to congratulate Tom Marvolo Riddle on his 90th birthday. Happy birthday, you dead Dark Lord you. We miss you.
    I just realized that on this date a year ago, as 2016 was quickly approaching, I was sitting on the staircase in my house and all I felt was this huge amount of dread in my gut, just telling me,
'This year is gonna suck real bad.'
    Now as 2017 approaches, I realize it's not been that bad. I lost a couple friends, unfortunately, and I also lost my beloved iPod touch T_T. However, I also got a new start of sorts, and, well, I've been making a lot of progress with writing. I hope one day I can give myself a break and just put something out there already, because I overthink things a lot.
    I don't really have much to say since I don't want to bury the end of the year with my babbling. I'd just like everyone to look towards the New Year with a little bit of hope, even if the immediate future looks bleak. 
    To a little bit of something new and a little bit of something old.

~Katrina Stargazer
2016
December 31st
7:17 PM CST~
  • Listening to: Control by Halsey
  • Reading: Birth of a Nightmare Man by Tiro
  • Watching: Shubble
  • Playing: I wish I could play Minecraft
  • Eating: A sandwich.
  • Drinking: I want fruit punch.
    You might question my choice in titles, especially because they might be related to the content below them, they might not. Either way, they don't really make sense. 
    School is okie dokie. It's not really fun, since I don't have classes I like especially, but I chose this school and I'm living with it, dang it.
    I really don't like gym/health (they're combined ._.) but it's manageable if I think about how awesome it'll feel when I don't have to do it again for another semester later on because I'm taking it for an entire freakin' year.
    We're going over a depression and anxiety unit, in which I learn I was depressed a few years back... I think I may have an award with how stupid I felt. The entire situation went like this; I was sitting in class, and the teacher was using slide presentation to tell us about depression, and the symptoms of it.
    I felt a niggling feeling in my thoughts, like I've forgotten something, when I begin getting flashbacks to my weeaboo times (I shudder. SHUDDER.) and how angry and basically... ugh I was then. I began a mental checklist, and started sweating, especially when the teacher got into all the risk factors of depression, and even showed us a video of four teenagers who had different sort of depressions (the acting though... wasn't that bad but... well...) like angry depression, sad depression, anxious depression, lazy depression. (I'll explain these later, below.)
    My depression was a mishy mash of three of them, sort of progressing like stages: first, lazy depression, then sad depression (this one was pretty short) and finally the anger. The worst part of all, is that I realized that the bout of depression I had for about two years was for absolutely no freaking reason.
    
Yeah. You heard me. No bloody reason, and to this day, all I remember about those days was all the stupid self pity and... UGH. I don't know how else to describe it. It was all UGH.
    Now, on to the explanation, as promised not too long ago.

Angry Depression
I don't really wanna go into what depression is at it's core because there is a bunch that fit but do not really go together. In any case, ANGRY DEPRESSION is depression, but being constantly angry and feeling like the world is against you. Every little thing ticks you off, and before you know it, you're arguing, or blowing up spectacularly, spitting spiteful things that you wouldn't do normally. It's pretty bad, and sucks.

Lazy Depression
Again, this is depression, but the part where you basically do not want to do anything but sleep. It can also be called Apathetic Depression, I guess, where everything is nothing. I remember this one most prominently, where I didn't want to do anything. I buried myself in reading and Youtube videos just to get a relief, but I also spent a lot of my time just sleeping on the floor randomly, and my mother just never really understanding me, getting angry at me. I don't really blame her, but at the same time I feel like someone should've taken me to the doctor or something.

Sad Depression
This one might not make sense to those who haven't experienced it, but it's pretty much feeling sad and wanting to cry, all the time, and for no reason. Or a little reason that just pushes you off the edge.
This one I felt very briefly, because I can't explain it as well as Lazy Depression, or I just have crap memory. In any case, this one is the more obvious of depressions, because most people identify depression as being really sad, or super sadness. It really is more than that, and scarier, but I'm not gonna go into it.

Anxious Depression
I didn't experience this one, I don't think (read: remember) but the basic description I heard from the video was being worried about everything... constantly. The anxiety would eat away at you and get you down and obviously, depressed. 

Yeah, so this journal is a tad longer than I was expecting. Okiay, butt bye.

~?Kat
  • Listening to: Internal dialogue & Heathens by Twenty One Pilots
  • Reading: Fanfiction, what else?
  • Watching: Code, YourPalRoss, other people...
  • Playing: Papa's Cheeseria
  • Eating: Chips, I wish, but SOMEONE ATE THEM ALL.
  • Drinking: I want fruit punch.

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Hi.
I've promised a fanfic, I've got no art, plez don't stab me in the heart?
*shrug*
Allo, fellow... living beings. I'm a person.
Err, what I said above was true. As a self-proclaimed writer, I have nothing posted. Mostly because I overthink the ideas and keep thinking it's really bad. Also, because I keep screwing up characters and making them OOC (when I'm writing fanfiction.)
I also am a little self-conscious over my art, because I have no solid style and because I'm not as passionate about it as writing and music.
ONE DAY. I WILL POST SOMETHING.
SOME DAY. OVER THE RAINBOW. SOME TIEM.
Tem flakes are delicious.
Bai.
~Kat
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    Last night (or this morning?) around midnight I woke up with a hellish fever. I was both hot and really cold at the same time, so I buried myself in two thick blankets. The rest of the night was spent stumbling around trying to keep cool and warm up all at the same time, which was disorienting, annoying and hellish. Yeah.
    That wasn't fun.
    Nope.
    I took my temperature and I got 102 degrees back. I'm pretty sure my brain melted a little, because later in the day I would giggle at pretty much anything and I had a constant blush on my face. My bro called me delirious, and I guess I was because I started laughing at literally anything even slightly strange.
    Just thought I'd share my momentary state of insanity.
    Yep.
    ...this was totally my fault. I probably shouldn't have ignored my sore throat yesterday. I was kind of in denial about that, to be honest.
    For some reason, I was listening to 'Smoke and Mirrors' while writing this. I don't know why, but that song is catchy, albeit creepy.
    I'm going to go now. My melted brain probably shouldn't be allowed to have free reign of posting things on the internet, so bye now.
    ~(maybe dead?) Kat
  • Listening to: Smoke and Mirrors by Jayn
  • Reading: Silk Roads by GenderlessPerson
  • Watching: Mithzan
  • Playing: Papa's Sushiria (I NEED TO RANK UP GUYS)
  • Eating: ... my cold is in my way
  • Drinking: Water (AGAIN STAY HYDRATED BROS)

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